- Oct 10, 2019
Hey, Im a total weirdo since I was like 10 yrs old. Ive never been good at social situations in my childhood and only really had ond group of friends, which sticked together for a long time but now were all starting university so everything is shifting. I always feel great fear of the future, I keep doubting all my choices. I came to live with two friends in germany (im argentinian and grew up in brazil), I keep feeling guilty that Im only wasting my dads money (hes been financing all my shit). I want help, finally. Ive always hated my skin because I just cant talk to people.. My brain freezes, only if it is my old group I feel safe. I can go further into detail, maybe I will further. Im finally going to go for help, I cant take being myself anymore. Not in the personality kind of way but in how I am around people. Im never myself.