I feel like shit

[george81]

Hey everyone, I feel like utter shit tonight, all day today I’ve felt like crap and have SH’ed I feel like no one likes me and they all want me gone. Sorry everyone! X

 

[wollie]

Hi george

Is there any thing that has triggered you today? are you up to date with your meds, sorry you feel like you do I'm sure no one wants you gone and there is no need to say sorry we all get theese feelings from time to time,I do hope you feel better soon.

All the best woolie.

 

[GhostOfLenin]

Hey whats happening? Ive got from a high to a low in 5 mins flat so aye im down here with u

 

[JessisMe]

Hey, George, sorry you have had a bad day today. Everyone here is glad to have you around so please don’t think about harming yourself today. Tomorrow will be different. xo, j

 

[Purpleplum]

No one wants you gone. Try to remember when people act a certain way to you that they're dealing with problems of their own and they don't always realize how they're making others feel. It's more about them than you.

 

[Lizaje]

I've never heard of someone starving themselves for a year or so obsessively and not feeling like shit and I've known a lot of anorexics. I still think you'll end up in treatment one day and you're better off and safer doing it now.

 

[george81]

Thank you Wollie, I think I just ‘woke up’ on a downer and I’m in medication now but I think it helps me present myself as a bit more normal to other people, but once on my own again I get down and SH. The negative voices in my head are strong sometimes and constantly tell me I’m a waste of space and a stupid bitch. They tell me I’m ugly and no wonder no one wants me. X

 

[george81]

Thank you JassisMe, everyone here is so kind. I don’t feel like I exist sometimes, I don’t actually know who I am. I have no personality and feel like I have to see how other people act to try and behave like a normal person. It feels like I’m in a bottle neck with things getting tighter and tighter until I burst x

 

[midnightphoenix]

Hey everyone, I feel like utter shit tonight, all day today I’ve felt like crap and have SH’ed I feel like no one likes me and they all want me gone. Sorry everyone! X

We do like you here, i'm sorry you self harmed

You dont deserve self harms

 

[george81]

Thank you for your kind reply, Lizaje, I’ve been seriously restricting my calories now for around 6 months but prior to that was just eating as little as possible. Now I have a set number of calories to eat each day and I will allow myself up to that figure but no more. I know it’s a very low amount but now I’m extra worried my medication will make my weight increase. At first I found myself feeling very hungry in the medication but now it’s levelled off and I don’t feel any hungrier. I feel pleased when my weight decreases, I weight myself every morning. I want to disappear, I’ve caused so much upset to people I don’t want to be here x

 

[Prycejosh1987]

Hey everyone, I feel like utter shit tonight, all day today I’ve felt like crap and have SH’ed I feel like no one likes me and they all want me gone. Sorry everyone! X

Its not okay to feel that way, you are not a loser, a loser is mentality and not circumstance. Mentality and circumstances, can both be changed. Do what you need to do to change things. Good luck.