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Vegay
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Hey. I haven't posted in a while. Things have been difficult lately. Well, always really. I really do feel like it is now or never. Although, I have probably felt that for a long time too. I said to my counsellor yesterday, 'I can't remember a time where I ever felt natural.' By this I mean, that I always wake up feeling like I am battling something or like I am putting on a front.
Whilst I am here, I also want to ask if any of you diagnosed with BPD have ever experienced some kind of, obsession with a person? Obviously we are not just BPD and I tend not to use BPD, depression, anxiety as an excuse for anything. However, having said this, sometimes I genuinely feel like I am physically and mentally not able to stop myself. I now have other concerns. This probably isn't making much sense. I just feel like I have tried and tried and yet I am still broken. I feel like something happened and things were just destined to never be the same again and now it is too late to ever be okay or have I wanted in life so what is the point
Whilst I am here, I also want to ask if any of you diagnosed with BPD have ever experienced some kind of, obsession with a person? Obviously we are not just BPD and I tend not to use BPD, depression, anxiety as an excuse for anything. However, having said this, sometimes I genuinely feel like I am physically and mentally not able to stop myself. I now have other concerns. This probably isn't making much sense. I just feel like I have tried and tried and yet I am still broken. I feel like something happened and things were just destined to never be the same again and now it is too late to ever be okay or have I wanted in life so what is the point