I feel like i'm going crazy, like i'm going insane. I keep thinking 1 2 3, 1 2 3, and sometimes 4. I cant get the word butterfly out of my head, sometimes it turns into the word fly, i keep repeating the word fly over and over in my head and suddenly i can picture the sky bright and blue above me and the ground beneath me but i'm not on it. I keep seeing myself on this really tall building and i cant keep myself from looking down. I feel like i'm going crazy.