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I feel like i'm going insane

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123123

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I feel like i'm going crazy, like i'm going insane. I keep thinking 1 2 3, 1 2 3, and sometimes 4. I cant get the word butterfly out of my head, sometimes it turns into the word fly, i keep repeating the word fly over and over in my head and suddenly i can picture the sky bright and blue above me and the ground beneath me but i'm not on it. I keep seeing myself on this really tall building and i cant keep myself from looking down. I feel like i'm going crazy.
 
Kerome

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That sounds a bit familiar... I had times during my psychosis when I would count silently in my head up to 100 several times in a row. But I was already hearing voices then so I knew things were not going well. Wishing you the best of luck.
 
soulsearcher

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welcome to the forum
 
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IWILLOBTAINMENTALHEALTH

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:welcome: to the forum. O.C.D. would cause me to repeat numbers over and over again. I feel like my o.c.d. made me crazy when I was suffering it. I hope your mind finds some rest. :hug:
 
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