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I feel it like a calling

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Feeling Blue and Down

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When I start getting blue, I start feel like I'm floating outside myself. I want to lay in my bed all day and just sleep until I don't exist anymore. But another part of me wants to break down...like crying and rocking and harming at myself somehow gets the feelings out faster and better than just walking around half dazed all day. This also makes me want to hurt again: it tires me out, exhausts me and u wake up feeling clearer. Why is this wrong, if it helps me?
 
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LonelyYoung

LonelyYoung

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I Can't explain that too,i have atleast 17 round marks in my chest and 12 in my right arm,every time i did it i felt more clearer,just like you said,and i could tell a little bit more relaxed,Yes,it helps,but i think it's not the way,we should find another way to relieve some feelings and that is something im still seeking for too
 
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LonelyYoung

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i know it's hard but try to distract yourself doing something else that staying in bed,i have been isolated in my room for months and i know how it feels,try to find another thing to do bro,hugs
 
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