- Jun 28, 2020
I am a mom a wife a daughter a daughter in law and all the bloody relationship titles u can think of. But I am alone. I hv no one to talk to. My hubby is busy ,my in laws r in laws ,n parents... idnt wanna bother them. I feel lk crying all the time. I cant sleep I eat a lot I dnt wanna gp out n meet anyone anymore. This has increased in last month. I was always fat which my mother in law always reminded me of. I am a doc myself but i cud never help the shame she gave me. In front of every one she wud say my tummy looks lk I m 7 mnths pregnant my arms are fat i may not have children ever. Now that i do i am raising them wrong n they will be obese lk me n my brother. I hate it n i tell that to my husband but he says it's all in my head and he goes back to his video games. Sometimes i feel lk just ending it all but my son n my parents' face reminds me to live it through. Nt my husband nt my in laws. Mine was a love marriage which is still a big deal in my country and love went out the window after 3 mnths. Now I have no one. I m crying rt now. I hv become so helpless. This when I tell to my hubby he says dnt be a damsel. What do I do??? How do I see it through??