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Miliana
Active member
I downloaded an app which I would recommend to all of you members, even though I'm sure everyone knows it.
It's "I Am Sober".
It asked "I want to stay sober from self harm because..." and I realised I don't actually want to.
I feel like somehow I deserve it, and it calms me down.
I am no longer scared of new scars appearing since my parents don't know their exact locations, the last time they saw then it was 3 years ago.
I don't want to stop SH because I will always hate myself.
And in my mind I imagine that people will hate me less knowing I already hurt and hate myself.
I lost all motivation guys, I am no longer scared about my scars being deeper and very visible.
It's "I Am Sober".
It asked "I want to stay sober from self harm because..." and I realised I don't actually want to.
I feel like somehow I deserve it, and it calms me down.
I am no longer scared of new scars appearing since my parents don't know their exact locations, the last time they saw then it was 3 years ago.
I don't want to stop SH because I will always hate myself.
And in my mind I imagine that people will hate me less knowing I already hurt and hate myself.
I lost all motivation guys, I am no longer scared about my scars being deeper and very visible.