- May 8, 2019
- Honolulu, HI
I like being manic, but I hate myself when I am. People love when Im depressed, but I want to die. I can feel myself slipping into mania, but that's probably because Im only taking the medication that makes it so I dont get depressed. I dont want to take the ones that manage my mania. I dont want to get better because I dont want to be depressed again.