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I dont want to be here anymore...

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mcqueencollin

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I've lost the one woman who matters to me... she was everything to me and I lost her for good...
I'm in a dead end job
I've got no money
No friends
The only thing I have to live for is my son and I feel like he would be better without me anyways
Im on the end of the rope.. the amount of times I've tried to end it all only to lose my courage ...
I cant handle the pain.....
 
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InfiniteRectangles

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I am so sorry you are feeling this way. But your son would not be better off without you. I've lost someone close to me to suicide so I know what it feels like to know you weren't enough for that person. Imagine how your son will feel having to go through his life wondering why you did it. Wondering why he wasn't enough. Don't take this the wrong way. I don't think you are being selfish or anything. Your pain is genuine and I acknowledge that. But, it's not worth giving up everything just because you are in a bad place right now. I know it feels like you can't handle the pain, but I know that you can. Just hold on, power through. Better days will come, even if it takes a long time. Are you seeing a therapist? If not, I highly recommend it. They can help you cope with some of this pain you are feeling. Hang in there, I'm rooting for you. :hug1:
 
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mcqueencollin

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It feels like every step forward I think I make I get shoved back off a cliff...
I've been fighting on for 2 years now and getting nowhere...
I'm not the father my son needs
I wasnt the man the woman of my dreams wanted.
I feel like I'm nothing
Every time I try to make things better they end up worse
 
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Rebeca1

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Please read life how to survive after death in hearing voices, don't give in it will get better.
 
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