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I don't want to be around anymore

garbageg4

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All i do is fail, I've failed with everything in my life. I'm not worth anything.
 
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Rebeca1

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Please read how to survive after death in hearing voices forum incase you stop been around, I hope you don't do anything stupid, hang on in there, be strong.
 
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goodgollymiss

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I just heard from someone that the greatest is the least. Your trial helps the world
 
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Just because you have failed at things doesn't mean you are worthless. Everyone has failures. That doesn't make them failures. Please hang in there. You are not worthless and I know that you can accomplish things in your life. Set realistic goals and achieve them, no matter how small or insignificant they may seem. I'm here any time you want to talk. :hug1:
 
garbageg4

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It doesn't matter what i do though. All i do is fail and disappoint everyone else. I'm useless. What am i good for. My kids haven't talked to me in months(they don't live with me) my wife is disappointed in me. I'm just no good. Then my stupid disabilities problems whatever. I'm broken.
 
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You certainly aren't worthless. Sadly there's always set backs. Life can be better everything takes time.
I have people in my life that just treat me like i' am a piece of shit or just totally ignore me as if I don't exist, doesn't say much about their character.
Now my husband and I have split I have no family. None of my family have anything to do with me, though I don't want anything to do with them.
I feel like a failure at times not really good and bad things just happen it doesnt mean you are worthless.
Its great to see you on the forum so, :welcome:
Keep posting we are all here for support x
 
garbageg4

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I don't know what to do. I am so alone. I can't find joy in anything. I'm not sure what support looks like right now. I wish I felt like my wife believed in me. My kids are so brainwashed from my ex and her mom. I wish I felt really loved by someone in more ways than one.
 
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goodgollymiss

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Children are such a blessing. They will probably see the truth of those lies when they are older. You can try to go along with it now. But I guess that is painful. You may be able to do it. Not sure if I could.
 
garbageg4

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Children are such a blessing. They will probably see the truth of those lies when they are older. You can try to go along with it now. But I guess that is painful. You may be able to do it. Not sure if I could.

That's the problem I can't. I want to be believed in and loved at least by my wife. I want to see and feel it all kinds from her. It would be nice to be important to someone. I don't want fake I want real but I can't make anyone do that. I just don't know where to find the strength to keep going when I am so alone. I don't deserve any help or love. 😢 I don't know what to do. I feel i should be in a deep dark pit with a mountain on top so no one could see or find me then everyone would finally be happy I was gone. I want to be loved really loved and needed😭 I want to be wanted and desired I'm so alone.
 
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Hugs! Thanks for the reply. You are quite polite and strong during this tough time. I wonder if a trip to the movies could help. Hopefully someone will have some more advice here.
 
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That's the problem I can't. I want to be believed in and loved at least by my wife. I want to see and feel it all kinds from her. It would be nice to be important to someone. I don't want fake I want real but I can't make anyone do that. I just don't know where to find the strength to keep going when I am so alone. I don't deserve any help or love. 😢 I don't know what to do. I feel i should be in a deep dark pit with a mountain on top so no one could see or find me then everyone would finally be happy I was gone. I want to be loved really loved and needed😭 I want to be wanted and desired I'm so alone.
 
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Ghostmode

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If anyone else is struggling at the moment please message me
 
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goodgollymiss

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Hugs. You can click on ghost modes name. And then click private message
 
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Marsha1

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I know those negative thoughts too well. My mantra is „don’t believe everything you think“. It is difficult to repeat this mantra and let it rise above your negative thoughts. It takes some practice and I hope you will soon come out of this dark place and be able to let some positive thoughts in. Best wishes
 
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