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I don't understand why I can't accept

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Frankel

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That I am living in a building with a cult. They are not a traditional religious cult - but they are like the cult from the "Rosemary's Baby" film. Minus the serious crimes. They look for any opportunity to try and hurt myself or my mother. Or anyone who is not a member of their cult. I need someone to help me. My stepbrother won't help. Other neighbors steer clear of the cult. But I am stuck right next to them. They are all around me. One of them was just rolled into an ambulance yesterday screaming in fear or pain. And covering her eyes. I'm hoping that wherever the paramedics took her, she's never coming back. But she probably will. That is the horror that is my daily life. They are all around me. Everyday. Everything is business as usual in the cult leader's absence. That's the worst part.
 
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And don't anyone post - can you move? I don't want to hear that anymore. Not from my stepbrother. Not the police. Not from my psychiatrist. No one. I am at the end of the line. If I leave here, I lose all of my furniture. And most of my personal belongings. I can't pack it all up and move it anywhere. I don't have the energy or stamina to do it, or the money to pay anyone to do it for me. I'm living on borrowed time right now and I can't adapt to the harsh environment I'm living in. The same thing happened to Ms or Mrs Brummel in that awful film, "The Faculty". When the aliens attempted to assimilate her, she was too old and in poor condition and her body couldn't handle it. She couldn't adapt.
 
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Alien assassination would look pretty cool on the death certificate...

You could play hero and bring down the cult?

Or erm... im not sure.. i can only think of violent ways to help. Which im sure is not helpful.

Where are you? Maybe i can help somehow? If i could help what would you want me to do?

Wait, when you said 'building' did you mean brain? And is 'cult' a metaphor for a psychopathic dissociative personality?

I'm confusing myself now...
 
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I'm not assassinating anyone. And you can clearly see in my profile where I am. And I believe that my initial post was explanation enough. I'm not repeating myself. They've murdered my pet, they've ruined my quality of life, they stare at me like prey, they conspire to set me up, they use the local police to harass me, they use my property manager to irritate me, they've taken away any peace I've had at home. I would say they are going to pay dearly for it, but I don't have the power to exact any kind of meaningful revenge on them. Simple things like what you've described only land me in jail. And they continue to operate. Meaningful revenge would be simply to leave and hope that I can exist peacefully at the next address.
 
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I will make sure there is black mold once I know I'm leaving. That way, the town building department will force them to move out of the building during the remediation process.
 
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Even the so-called friends couldn't help Rosemary. She told them everything she was feeling like the way I tell you people and there's a bad outcome for me anyway. Just like there was for her. I'm not going to survive this.
 
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There's no way to win. Tonight may be the night. I just got a letter from DSS four hours ago telling me most likely I'll lose my food stamps next month. I won't be able to pay my rent because I'll need the money for food. So it's nearing the end for me.
 
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I remember when I used to watch this film as a child. I had hope then. I thought I'd grow up to be more than a fully functional member of society. I'm one step above a homeless person at age 34.
 
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Isn't anybody going to help me? Or am I simply just Goddard Bolt in Life Stinks?
 
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It may look funny but it's probablyhow I'll actually exit this world.
 
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Is this a joke?

These people have destroyed every aspect of your life even beat your mom n force you to starve and you want to leave mold behind to teach them a lesson??

. Meaningful revenge would be simply to leave and hope that I can exist peacefully at the next address.
go for it.

Isn't anybody going to help me? ]
I advise you turn off the TV n stop smoking weed buddy.
 
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Is Any of the above relevant to a board dedicated to PTSD?

That's a perfectly serious question.
 
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