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I don't think I can handle it anymore

gt86

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Right now, I live at home with my parents and blind and disabled brother. My mother and brother work and I do my best to give a hand with my brother.

I really can't handle my father anymore. He has a problem with yelling and cursing everyday. And likes to go to tea, cigarettes, and alcohol. Alcohol almost every day.

I have been quiet and minding my own business. Recently, I met a lady online and it didnt turn out well. To make a long story short, I was involved in some scam and fraud. So my father blames me and puts me down every day to where I can't get out of bed. My father should have just listen to me so I can explain our relationship. He never let me explain my divorced relationship a couple years back.

My father does alot of work around the house but he says he is sick and tired and we will kill him out.

All this madness has made me feeling of checking into the Crisis Stabilization Unit at the Mental Health Center. I just feel really small, like I did everything wrong in my life.

I believe I was already down in life and my father has sent me into the mental health center and messed up my life. I have gotten some therapy and feel I did have some good to talk about.

He started beating me down mentally and emotionally ever since I was a kid.
He says now I should ask him everything, but I just can't. I have no one to talk to about this.
The mental health center might make the situation worse.
 
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That's a tough situation. It's toxic to your well-being. I grew up in that sort of situation, lots of anger and hostility and criticism, where it feels like you cannot do right because it just keeps coming, no matter what, from someone who is in pain or has mental illness. So you are being used like a punching bag for someone else's frustrations and emotional problems. This makes you feel horrid, anxious and without much confidence. To make it even worse these painful feelings of yours make it hard for you to do well in your life, and then you probably receive even more of the same abusive treatment for that! I can understand you not wanting to be stuck with such a person.

(I may have been working out some of my own stuff there.)
 
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I'm so sorry.
You don't deserve that.
Be strong and take care of you!
 
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