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So here's my problem, I've been really unhappy for aa year or maybe more and I don't know if it's serious or not. Here are some points that may give you some information on my issue:

I suffer from Asperger's Syndrome, Dyspraxia, and Semantic Pragmatic Disorder. I hate having them which upsets me and makes me depressed at times

I don't consider any one to be a friends besides family though I consider them in a different category

I find it extremely hard to talk to anyone besides family and I usually try to avoid all forms of conversation with other people unless I have to

I don't seem to enjoy hobbies as much as I used to though I still find fun from them

I keep feeling like the world could end at any moment which seems to come to my mind almost everyday

Whenever I think about these problems, I have abit of a depressive episode

I find it hard to put up with people as I find alot of people very irratating. I feel like a balloon and I'm scared that I'll explode someday

I usually hold back my negative emotions such as sadness and anger as I know I'll get told off for it when it isn't my fault

I ususally find the news depressing and a little scary which I find hard to avoid as my parents always watch the dailly news when it's on

Sometimes, I wish I didn't have to leave the house and that everyone didn't need me so I could be left alone

That's all I can think of right now. If you need more personnal information. Please let me know. I want to be able to find an answer to my problem once and for all. Please message me ASAP. Thank you!
 
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Hi I'm sorry to hear your suffering and welcome a fellow asperger, have you spoke to anyone about your concerns?

I don't seem to enjoy hobbies as much as I used to though I still find fun from them
When I became very ill I stop all my hobbies which I haven't still manage to start back up now, if you still find them fun try carry on.

I keep feeling like the world could end at any moment which seems to come to my mind almost everyday
Where you feel like the world could end, I actually imagine and daydream everyday about it actually ending for some reason I find joy in these daydreams, you didn't say how they make you feel do they make you anxious?

I find it hard to put up with people as I find alot of people very irratating. I feel like a balloon and I'm scared that I'll explode someday
I am the extact same with people there is only a selected few, I actually get along with and at some point have fell out with but they are used to me now, I like animals more than people they simple and easier to get along with.

Sometimes, I wish I didn't have to leave the house and that everyone didn't need me so I could be left alone
I actually didn't leave the house for 9 months and trust me when I say it made things a lot lot lot worse, I wouldn't recommend staying in :(
 
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Hi I'm sorry to hear your suffering and welcome a fellow asperger, have you spoke to anyone about your concerns?
I've spoken a little with my mum but not a lot. She's given me advice as she used to sdo therapy for a living but I find her advice useful.

Where you feel like the world could end, I actually imagine and daydream everyday about it actually ending for some reason I find joy in these daydreams, you didn't say how they make you feel do they make you anxious?
It makes me very anxious. Sometimes I don't see the point in doing anything if all I do will just be blown away.
 
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Your just missing the [/QUOTE] bit, its good you spoke to your mum a bit, do you see psychiatrist or anything?

It makes me very anxious. Sometimes I don't see the point in doing anything if all I do will just be blown away.
Is there anything that triggers you feeling like this, I'm a hypocrite for saying this because I do it my self but there is a point because in reality we are all living on borrowed time and we can not save time only spend it, so do something, anything just not nothing because that is a waste of time your not going to get back. I've wasted a lot of time in my life do nothing which I can't get back so always remember this when you don't see the point.
 
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Have you ever visited to any doctor regarding your condition.
 
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its good you spoke to your mum a bit, do you see psychiatrist or anything?
I used to when I was I was younger but not right now.


Is there anything that triggers you feeling like this
A lot of things trigger these feelings. Sometimes it's usually something small that ruins my day. For example today, I was taking part of a games club where we played blockbuster. It started with 4 players including me but soon it became about 8 or 9 and I got annoyed and I just wanted to walk out.
 
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