- Mar 24, 2020
I am brand new here so I am nervous. Long story short is that I am in such a deep depression that I don't know what to do anymore. I have zero friends. I have a job where I am alone most of the day so there is no interaction. My second job is as a server in a restaurant so right now I don't even have that. I have a boyfriend that I think is falling away from me. All we do is fight lately. The only person I had was my sister and right now she isn't talking to me for some reason. When I try to find out the issue she will not respond. I hate everything about my life at the moment. I go home and literally cry until it is a decent time for bed. I have been through counseling and have tried various medications and nothing has worked. I am not new to depression but this is the worst it has ever been. I am so lost.... Sorry for the ranting. Helps to at least type it out.