- Nov 5, 2020
Hello, I have really severe borderline personality disorder, bipolar II, ptsd, reactive attachment disorder, ocd, anxiety, and depression and because of that I don't fit into society. I only have four friends and my family, everyone else stays away from me. I wasn't always a good person and because of that I'm paying the consequences of being alone. I'm trying to be a better person. I feel like nobody gets me. Only nine people care about me. I'm a social outcast. I have no one and it is a good reason. I'm going to counseling. I strongly feel like giving up because I have no one. I think that it would be better if I were gone.