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i am sweaty and panicky. I have made a discovery tonight and have spun out of control, i just ned to talk to get myself back inreality and not cross the line
 
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I dred to ask but ....

... do you want to say what the discovery is .....?
 
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I don't think me saying it again willhelp or nto , I wrote it on my journal earlier and now i amin a panic, and itas my own fuckig fault for doing the looking. Curiosity fgot the better of me I have opened something i shouldn't have and now i really hurt, i am tense
 
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hey there, hope you are ok. do you want to talk? safe here x
 
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I have been blasted back in time, and i hurt but can't feele anything/ I need to feel something , something real something frm now, I'm scared of what that could be. And its allmmy own fault sas usual, am angry with myself for being so fuckiong stupid. I dont; need this not now but why, why did i EVEN go there, why now. I know no one can answeer that question, but th emain thing ias i fear for me :cry:
 
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don,t blame urself it,s not ur fault
 
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I know this one may be special, but I think all of us here have had to deal with sigificant ex's ( even me )....

.. ( I did not have childern involved though ) ....

... It may be you feel you want back all that you had and he was part of that situation .... try and make a note not to do it again..

Do try and relax a little .. is it all getting better ... did you have a nice time with your visitors ....
 
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yes it was good to see my friend she will go mad if i tell speak to her about this, whichc is why i can only speak here. These avenues have been blocked fr so many years, and i have put myself at risk now. I know he would never think of lookion for me so why did i feel the need to reverse that :cry:

i need to hurt :cry:
 
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I have a friend , and I just like to know that she is ok, thats it ... be happy for her .. and leave it at that ...
 
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