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I don't even know what the heck is going on anymore

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Bub

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Aug 1, 2020
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So I really gotta get this off my chest right here.

I have no clue what my emotions are anymore. 1 week I'm pretty happy n shit. I'm all "I'm glad I have my friends." and all that. And then the next week, I'm down in the dumps and all "My friends are against me and they hate me." Which is how I feel now. It's bullshit. I'm afraid to find people to play games with because at the moment I feel like everyone on this planet knows who I am and for some reason hates me. It sucks because just the other day I was playing games with random people and having a good time. It just fucking flip flops and I fucking hate it.


I just feel like I'm not living in reality. I believe this is all just some test. God I hope... I fucking hope
 
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FlowerBox

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You hope it's a test? Welcome by the way...I can relate...I don't flip flop too extremely and for me it usually doesn't include absolutely everyone being against me...but it is so tiring. Right now I am feeling like almost everyone is against me..do you find this happens without something triggering it or does it always come from things people say/do?
 
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