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I don't deserve love...

UpnDwn1978

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why do I tell myself that every-time something good happens. I always start to doubt the sincerity of the situation, whether I'm reading to much into it, am I being played? What motive does this person have to say they like me. I get so absorbed with self-hatred and doubt that I can't really enjoy the moment.

I always back out, always! But not this time, I refuse to let this opportunity pass, damn the consequences even if they kill me.
 
OmniscientNihilist

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self hate gives you a sense of identity

makes the illusion that you exist more real

who would you be without your story?

infinity
 
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If you think you have found love please go for it.
I did but just carried on with plodding through life as it would have caused upset to too many people.I have never told the person how I feel and it rips me apart everyday.I wish I would have said something a long time ago.

Best wishes and I hope you go for it and you enjoy love and happiness.
 
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you do deserve love, i'm hoping you and the person you are seeing are happy together :hug:

(sorry unsure if you are male or female)
 
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I dont deserve too I was very bad last years
 
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