- Jan 19, 2021
- Los Angeles
When I got pregnant I had been in a deep state of depression for 2 months. I wouldn’t get up, eat, clean myself, nothing. My day consisted of just nothing, hardly even looking at my phone. I ended up getting a nasty infection and had to got to the hospital which is where they told me I was expecting. At first I was happy and I had a better attitude in general, but I slipped into old habits fast. I’m now 12 weeks and am still having that painful infection that they keep prescribing different antibiotics for. I’m no longer excited or hopeful. I just attempted to take my life but my husband popped in unexpectedly. I’m really done. Every second is agony and I can’t help but think I would pass this mentality on to my child. I don’t really have an ender but I wonder if there’s anyone else out there that is at this edge as well.