- Jul 29, 2021
Everyday feels so hard. Everyday is the same feeling. I used to think I just need to wait for a good day but I don’t believe there’s any good days to be found. I find myself thinking a lot about how I don’t want to exist. Life feels too hard. And this world doesn’t have any space for a person like me to exist. I can’t go through being a disappointment yet again. But I can’t live like this. I don’t want to die because I don’t want my loved ones to be sad. But I also don’t want to exist another day. I wish I could disappear from this world without anyone noticing.