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I don’t like being painted as an evil person (RANT)

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Capicorncolumbine666

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Okay so like. I’m not gonna lie, I do have some mental issues with my depression. I tend to ruin people’s lives who hurt me. And I searched up “I like ruining people’s lives” on google and a bunch of shit popped up that said how to “avoid hcp, borderlines and narcissists” I don’t like being painted as evil. There’s some people who deserve to be hurt like they hurt me. I don’t know why people want to make articles to avoid people like me who are “narcissistic”. Maybe they should treat people with respect and not hurt them. I’m not an evil person why the fuck when I search shit up on google to see if anyone relates to me, I see shit about how should others should avoid me. I wouldn’t want anyone to avoid me. It really fucking hurts when people do that and that’s the kinda shit that makes me go after people. I literally don’t know to go. I don’t know who to talk to and who will relate to me. I have to hide the way I think from people bc people don’t understand me and fucking vilify me. It’s fucking bullshit. And people need to stop shaming others that they made suicidal. People don’t seem to want consequences for their fucking actions. I’m sorry I’m very heated and I’m venting bc I get scared of being shamed just for enjoying hurting people who hurt me first. I’m so fucking sick of being treated like garbage
 
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goodgollymiss

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Sometimes being nice to trouble makers is counter intuitive. It hurts to love your enemies and doesn't happen over night. I've heard that in buddhism you are just supposed to ignore bad people. When I try to be nice to people that hate me, then I am mean to people who love me. I dont have the capacity
 
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George10111

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Okay so like. I’m not gonna lie, I do have some mental issues with my depression. I tend to ruin people’s lives who hurt me. And I searched up “I like ruining people’s lives” on google and a bunch of shit popped up that said how to “avoid hcp, borderlines and narcissists” I don’t like being painted as evil. There’s some people who deserve to be hurt like they hurt me. I don’t know why people want to make articles to avoid people like me who are “narcissistic”. Maybe they should treat people with respect and not hurt them. I’m not an evil person why the fuck when I search shit up on google to see if anyone relates to me, I see shit about how should others should avoid me. I wouldn’t want anyone to avoid me. It really fucking hurts when people do that and that’s the kinda shit that makes me go after people. I literally don’t know to go. I don’t know who to talk to and who will relate to me. I have to hide the way I think from people bc people don’t understand me and fucking vilify me. It’s fucking bullshit. And people need to stop shaming others that they made suicidal. People don’t seem to want consequences for their fucking actions. I’m sorry I’m very heated and I’m venting bc I get scared of being shamed just for enjoying hurting people who hurt me first. I’m so fucking sick of being treated like garbage
It sounds like you've been ostracized. I know the pain all too well. I'm genuinely feel for you and anyone who has had to go through that.. I know because I've been 'that guy everyone needs to avoid' all my life. I'm the blacksheep of my society. I know how you feel, not every detail but you and I can relate I can tell.

Those articles you speak of are absolutely shameful and horse shit. They're literally professionally telling people to ostracize ones they don't like. That's not what decent people do. You're not evil for wanting to put someone in their place for hurting you. Its human nature. Don't feel bad for not fitting into everyone's perfect cookie cutting agenda. If anything you and me and people alike are too good for such nonsense.
 
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