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I don’t know what to do

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Helpmeplease89

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Please help.

A couple of years ago I suffered major depression, anxiety and psychosis (hearing voices and seeing a man everywhere I went) diagnosed with personality disorder. Attempted suicide twice and regular self harm. Have been okay since until about a month ago.

The voices are back saying

Everyone would be better off without me

I try and make everyone happy but nobody does the same for me. If anyone cared they would

I make everyone miserable

My boyfriend will leave me if I go nutty again

The world will be a better place.

But the voices are right. I can’t keep making everyone miserable. It is best for everyone even for me. I can’t stand the guilt of ruining people’s lives. I need to do it. I can’t tell people. Family and friends. It nearly killed them last time. I can’t put them through it again. I don’t know what to do.
 
tiltawhirl

tiltawhirl

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As the mother of a suicide, I can assure you that they would very much rather you tell them you are having mental distortions and suicidal thoughts. I am sure they would support you in getting treatment. It will scare them, of course, because they love you. But I promise you the best thing to do is to get help, sooner rather than later.
 
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IWILLOBTAINMENTALHEALTH

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I agree with Tiltawhirl please seek professional help immediately. :welcome:to the forum by the way.
 
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brightyellow

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Thats right. everything will be alright :)
 
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