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Karl L

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lack of sleep last night i think and when i did sleep i had bad dreams for the time i was actually asleep :sorry:
Bad dreams are the worst. I have them frequently. Sometimes they can affect me for days. Hopefully you will sleep better tonight :)
 
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Bad dreams are the worst. I have them frequently. Sometimes they can affect me for days. Hopefully you will sleep better tonight :)
Hope you're ok midnight?
 
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It's been an odd couple of weeks, for most of which I've been too busy to even think. Tonight however I've found myself at a loose end and some old habits have re-surfaced. I feel bad because I told a friend I'd try not to since she's asked me not to, I did say that I couldn't promise not to though.
 
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It's been an odd couple of weeks, for most of which I've been too busy to even think. Tonight however I've found myself at a loose end and some old habits have re-surfaced. I feel bad because I told a friend I'd try not to since she's asked me not to, I did say that I couldn't promise not to though.
All we can do is promise to try. Believe me, I know. Stay strong. Hope you're ok?
 
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Thanks for your concern and support Karl, I appreciate it more than you can imagine.
 
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So I thought I'd risen above the anxiety then out of nowhere, bang, hit me like a freight train. Does this ever end?
 
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Feel like a total failure now. Numb. Bad person I am. Restless
 
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I admire your strength right now, Karl L. I can't fight the urge at the moment, I've got too much on and it's like everywhere I turn it's a struggle, I've tried to explain to a friend that it's something I need to do right now but she doesn't really understand. I can appreciate it because I couldn't understand before either. She keeps threatening that if I do it again then she will too, I know she's trying to help, but it's just not helpful.
 
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I admire your strength right now, Karl L. I can't fight the urge at the moment, I've got too much on and it's like everywhere I turn it's a struggle, I've tried to explain to a friend that it's something I need to do right now but she doesn't really understand. I can appreciate it because I couldn't understand before either. She keeps threatening that if I do it again then she will too, I know she's trying to help, but it's just not helpful.
Had enough now. Tired. Too much personal stuff going on. People try to help but they don't always truly understand. Hugs
 
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