I am sorry Midnight. Don't let it get to you and see it as a blip and that you can pull back from this. Trouble with self harm is that it works in the short term so its hard to give up. It doesn't work in the long term though, that's the problem, it just reinforces the negative feelings.
Be kind to yourself and do something really nice for yourself now. It doesn't have to be a dramatic thing, just something sweet.
No way Midnight You take care of yourself. Please be Okay-I am counting on you..... No more self harm not a good thing I have evidence of this Scars all over my body. So sure hope you know to do something else-My medication is what made me stop weird huh that medications can work. So lots of love and hugs.