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beckie.x03
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Im 17 and my mums 47 but im constantly thinking about what my lifes gonna be like when my mum dies. Im feeling emotional now just writing about it and I know im gonna cry sometime soon! Its not like there is anything wrong with my mum. Shes healthy and she has quit smoking for a year now and says she will never go back. But just thinking about not having my mum really really upsets me. (The tears have started now!!)
When I was little I used to be really close to my mum. We would do everything together, make dinner, watch TV, go shopping and I would tell her all my secrets and worries and she was my best friend and no one would EVER replace her. Shes still my best friend but we are not how we used to be and I know we never will be again. We argue ALOT and I can say some real hurtful things that I dont mean.
I just wont be able to cope when my mum dies and I know it already! ..I just cant put into words how I would be if my mum died. It would be like I had died myself.
My mum and dad are together and happy but I dont really have a close relationship with my dad and I dont have these feelings about being alone if he died and I donthave them about my younger brother. I mean I would be upset and cry but I think I would be able to cope, I just couldnt cope if I didnt have my mum.
When I was little I used to be really close to my mum. We would do everything together, make dinner, watch TV, go shopping and I would tell her all my secrets and worries and she was my best friend and no one would EVER replace her. Shes still my best friend but we are not how we used to be and I know we never will be again. We argue ALOT and I can say some real hurtful things that I dont mean.
I just wont be able to cope when my mum dies and I know it already! ..I just cant put into words how I would be if my mum died. It would be like I had died myself.
My mum and dad are together and happy but I dont really have a close relationship with my dad and I dont have these feelings about being alone if he died and I donthave them about my younger brother. I mean I would be upset and cry but I think I would be able to cope, I just couldnt cope if I didnt have my mum.