- Aug 3, 2021
- Gotham City
Hello family. Hope everyone is doing okay. I lost my father back in June; he struggled with addiction and alcoholism and his heart couldn't take it anymore. Even though we didn't have the greatest relationship, I loved him and wanted him to get better. When I went to clean out his place, I dropped to my knees when I saw how he was living. The drugs and alcohol consumed him and he lived in an unhealthy condition. It hurt, Lord it hurt. I cried over and over again. I had recently seen Schlinder's List and remember at the end when said..."I could of done more....I could of saved more." I could of done more, I could of tried to save my dad. I'm still struggling with it and it hurts so bad. I'm sorry Dad.....