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I can't take it anymore. Psychic zombie thoughtbroadcasting is real and it's playing with me/Thought broadcasting theory

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Baztion

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As I write, my "loving" family on the floor above me is reacting to my every thought, laughing and and cajoling. I get it, I'm slow. I get it, I'm retarded.

As I write, my right brain/personality is planning on leaving me. I'm a pariah and a loser. I turn on the tv and all I hear are people seething at me. I pay a little less attention, and I hear them call me stupid, moron, and a whore. Even my own brain and alien hand called me a hoe. I turn on to the music channels and hear them all giving up on me, I pay a little less attention and I hear them call me a zombie. And you know what? I think they may be right. I'm always negative, I'm a low. Did I make myself like that though? Or was I turned? Don't you all see me dancing? I'm TRYING to be alive! Even as I write, my family loudly reacted to the 'negative'. Which makes me more of a low because I'm naked to the entire world! It's the zombie apocalypse after all. Maybe that's the plot twist, I was the zombie all along. But if I'm the zombie, what does that make the family reacting to and essentially eating my brain's every thought? What does that make the people in public reacting to and essentially consuming the every thought of a thought broadcaster? Zombies? Reptilians?

It's like they want me to kill myself. Fucking zombies man. Anyways, that's a theory. Maybe thought broadcasters are surrounded by zombies essentially eating their mind. Zombies are real after all. Thoughts?
 
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linus

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This must be unbearable to feel, I am sorry you are passing through this. Did you go to a psychiatrist to try some treatment?
 
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Altitude25

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Same boat as you Batzion unfortunately but after around 7 years it has got mildly better. Hang in there the zombies will die eventually...
 
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Hello513Zombie

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I had thought broadcasting.

It wasn't until I stopped believing it was real I recovered, but that may have just worked for me.
 
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DSwole

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The amount if pain and suffering i endure daily is unbearable. I don't experience tv broadcasting but i do experience physical pain (severe anxiety) and extremely low cognitive function. I have unexplained bruises all on the inside of my legs and scars on my face. Bc of my inability to think or communicate rationally i lay on my sisters couch like a bump on a log. No motivation to participate in daily activities or to interact with my 9 yr old son...who at this point is fed up with me. Im useless, and i know that these people are messing with me physically and mentally.
 
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linus

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It could also be that it is terrifying to see the people you love going through such a thing and don’t know what to do to make them feel better.
 
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DSwole

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It could also be that it is terrifying to see the people you love going through such a thing and don’t know what to do to make them feel better.
Yes it does its eating away at me emotionally...and most of all him. I want to take away his pain.
 
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DSwole

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I just want to be left alone to live my life or what is left of it. I swear on everything i love im not hallucinating. These people think im the scum of the earth and are targeting me and torture me day and night. I get so bored so i drink. I know this is not what i should be doing but im in total mind control and they make me crave it. They make me unmotivated and severely depressed. There's no way one person could sleep that much. Or feel like they can't function every day. Does anyone feel like they are being controlled 24/7? I feel like i have no control over my mind and body. I have gas throughout the night and in the morning. Its like they are letting me know were still here even though were not talking to u at the moment. They tell me im not schizophrenic nor am i hallucinating and from what ive been thru..ex: 2 yrs straight of these ppl torturing me talking in my head and physically making me bleed profusely make me shit myself or piss myself, my toungue swelling up or making my mouth extra dry. Not allowing me to sleep or MAKING ME SLEEP TOO MUCH.They wont stop...they tell me they want my son to hate me and the way things are going he is starting to. I just need to know if there is ne one out there who is experiencing the same nightmare i am.I take narcotics for anxiety and to help me focus and they dont work...at all. I dont want to take them but I need help dealing with my unmotivated days. They say they can disconnect my meds...crazy right? But it is a reality in my life....i have taken these meds b4 and they have always worked for me. Now all of a sudden, when i need them the most they dont work. These ppl are really able to make my rxs not work for me.What is this world coming to. I have done drugs in the past but i should deserve a sec chance at life.
 
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DSwole

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Please get help from a doctor
I am currently seeing a psychiatrist who has prescribed a rx for the voices, one for the side effects, two for anxiety and one to help me focus. I am also supposed to see a therapist once a week but unfortunately i have been unable to see her bc i have been having car trouble.
 
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The best advice I could give is to take it, day by day. You cant expect to do any more than this anyway.
 
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