- Jul 28, 2010
- Out of Context
As soon as I crack open my books my heart starts pounding. My whole body is tense. I can't relax. Every muscle is tense. I've barely studied at all during the last week, and it's been reading week. I have a quiz tomorrow, and a group presentation, and next week I have 2 midterm exams on the same day. I thought I was doing better today, after having gone for a walk by the river this morning, but now I can't concentrate. I feel like this anxiety is never going to get better, and that fills me with despair. I cannot go on like this for the rest of my life. I will kill myself.