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skyblue
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Rapid Cycling,... I can't stand this any longer
. I know there's nothing anybody here can do, but I can't stop crying/mixed episode. I feel so low right now that I can't stop thinking about ending my life. But how can I possibly do this when my children need me ? I'm being pulled in both directions and my head is messed up.
I feel so angry about myself, I hate myself for being this way, I can't forgive myself for something I've done in stupidity. I'm so bloody stupid ! I want to harm myself so bad.
I just can't bare it anymore.

I feel so angry about myself, I hate myself for being this way, I can't forgive myself for something I've done in stupidity. I'm so bloody stupid ! I want to harm myself so bad.
I just can't bare it anymore.