
voyager
Well-known member
I fear I'm going to lose my job, I've just phoned in sick again! The real reason is depression, can't take it! - Reason given to employer, sore throat and bad cough. I feel so alone!
There's no one for me! I have my husband, sister, son, mother, but I may as well be living on another planet! Soo terribly alone with these horrible feelings! Fu...... Sh....!
I hate it when I start moaning. Can't pretend at work today - Going back to my lovely bed to escape the world!! Death without the conviction!!
Why does hubbie not understand my depression/anxiety, he doesn't deserve me because I am crap, a waste of space! I can't be bothered - Get the violins out!! I don't want to be in this body! I want to swap it, I want the life of someone who is successful and happy!
I sound like Marvin from Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy! My house is an utter tip, need a magic fairy ( Lu?) I'm not here any more, I don't think I've ever been here!
I'm just somebody to please everybody else, but not myself, I'm shit anyway. I'll stop spewing out this crap now, sorry!!

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There's no one for me! I have my husband, sister, son, mother, but I may as well be living on another planet! Soo terribly alone with these horrible feelings! Fu...... Sh....!
I hate it when I start moaning. Can't pretend at work today - Going back to my lovely bed to escape the world!! Death without the conviction!!
Why does hubbie not understand my depression/anxiety, he doesn't deserve me because I am crap, a waste of space! I can't be bothered - Get the violins out!! I don't want to be in this body! I want to swap it, I want the life of someone who is successful and happy!
I sound like Marvin from Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy! My house is an utter tip, need a magic fairy ( Lu?) I'm not here any more, I don't think I've ever been here!
I'm just somebody to please everybody else, but not myself, I'm shit anyway. I'll stop spewing out this crap now, sorry!!


