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I can't do this anymore...

Lincoln1990

Lincoln1990

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I really can't. I can't live here anymore. Everyone treats me like crap. I get yelled at on a daily basis by everyone. I get told to stay in my room at all times except to eat and get showered. I can't go on. I get so envious of everyone who dies. It scares me.

It's extremely upsetting that Sue is gone for a couple weeks. I have no one to talk to anymore. My mom says I can talk to her about anything but that's crap. I can't. She judges me too much.

I'm having really bad thoughts but I've taken Temazepam so hopefully I will be able to sleep. Without nightmares. But I doubt it.

I wish I could take my life. I don't feel I can go on much further. It's really bad at home. And I need to get out of here. They don't understand that loud voices upset me all the time. Or loud noises. I get hit at all the time. I get treated like a second class citizen.

I'm so sick of it. But with my meds and car payment and insurance I certainly can't get a place of my own right now. It upsets me greatly.
 
calypso

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Lincoln, keep talking to us honey. You can make it. One day you will find the peace you crave, I never thought I would, but it did happen against all the odds. Lincoln, you are a much more powerful woman than you know. I have seen that. Hold on honey, just hold on.
 
Lincoln1990

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Cal it's turning into summer for school kids today and its just going to get worse. That's why I want to get a part time job. But I can't lose my disability. That scares me so much.

I'm just so sick of it.
 
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