- Aug 29, 2019
Work is horific there is only one person i can comfortably talk to without putting on a front or wanting run away and hide. I how what they think of me they think im useless and have no business being in the job i'm in i can't do this it it pointless . I cant handle anythig going wrong cause then i have to talk to someone and tell them. When that happen i feel terified like my heart is racing and i can't breath. Yet the stupid thing is i know I'm not going to bet in trouble because i'm only a first year apprentice yet the idea that i have to talk to these people and confirm there belief that i am useless is horrific i hate it.