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dubblemonkey

dubblemonkey

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...I am selfish and a fraud!

I only make attempts at understanding others pain just so that I can avoid mine.

my personal damage is so extreme that I am questioning what I am doing right now!

...my fear of daily living is so painful to me!...that I continue to pollute my organs with alcohol...

...I neither want care or consideration.

this forum is designed to 'satisfy' every-one

and there is much satisfaction to be had!

BUT!... there are thoughts and re-thoughts and there are certainties and unbelievabilities

...it is important that I understand that!

...a perfect anonymous communication has 'NO' predetermined 'regards'...

I trust that this forum is consistent with that.

..."therefore" I can be free and honest!

I am struggling quite a bit right now

dm
 
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volnash

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I feel the same at times, i get the whole not taking care of your own health bit as i do that on many occasions though in a physical manner most of the time, i SH in my own way and i have so far managed to avoid any serious alcohol consumption.

You dont want care nor consideration so i will keep this short, but i have to tell you this much, i do hope you get to a better place in life and take care of yourself appropriately, and that you find what you are looking for in life.

I have used quite a bit of pills before though, when i was in so much pain, and life itself proved too painful to live, but i didnt give up and somehow with time and the grace of new seasons i got through it, this took some time however and i hope things get better for you aswell, there is always just a tiny bit of hope.

Thanks for giving us a peak into your thoughts.
 
dubblemonkey

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...your kind-ness and delicate honesty is very much appreciated volnash...

you may as well accidently on purpose!...

..gave me just the consideration I needed right now!

...I thankyou and I am also grateful!..

:)... dm
 
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volnash

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Glad to hear you are feeling better, pain is something ive too had in life so i can understand how you are feeling, and when you are feeling like that you cannot usually process a wall of text and take it to heart, im really sorry you are struggling and hope you feel better, many hugs from me and my name is Andre, just so you know:)

Nice to meet you aswell, i dont believe we've talked much before.
 
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Jim4120

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I can't say much other than I understand how you're feeling, I've been through it many times myself. Glad to know you're getting to a better place.
 
dubblemonkey

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....I have much compassion and friendship :)

I do like the feel of your heart!

love dm...x
 
dubblemonkey

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you are kind... this tells me that you understand...

I have no idea how you arrived at such a wonderful place!...

but I can assume that it was not easy...

love, dm
 
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If this was directed to me id like to say that it's one of the nicest things someone has told me, thank you for being so kind i like the feel of your hearth too, but let's not get all mushy here:) you have made my evening a much nicer one.

It has been a journey ill tell you, and im closing in on 26, so it's not over it's just started id say but next year if im well enough ill be starting a caregiver with user experience education for one year, and my long term plan is to study vernepleier, dont know the english word but i need to have been well and without voices and hallucinations for an x amount of time, i just hope this dream can be achieved at some point.

What i found is that once you set yourself a goal you can achieve anything, but it takes time to get to that point where you figure out what you want to do in life, but i know that you will get there eventually even if things are tough at the times present and ahead.


Thank you, -Andre-
 
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lovagemuffin

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can you please stop all this bitchiness :LOL:
 
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