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I bait people into getting mad at me

qwerty1234

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I was scolded a lot by my father and put down a lot by my mother and it is some sort of self harm, anxiety pattern. Then at least I know what is going on.
 
R_Sxo

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Heya qwerty,

Is this something you still think you do?x

Much love <3
 
qwerty1234

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Hi r_sxo, I think I sometimes push people's buttons, I am not proud of it but I think it is a control mechanism
 
qwerty1234

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Nice insight, thank you so much!!!!!!!!! I know, it is self destrcutive.... I am worrying because two people I used to depend on for support have dropped out of my life and I feel awful.

It is horrible, one of my firneds who comes back and forth with replies and is my age, his dad died of suicide and i cant seem to stop talking aboth fathers. He says he is comfortable talking about it but I really do want to talk about it and I am not sure if it will create a lot of drama for both of us.

It is hard because it may make us closer or may tear us apart. I have lost two friends in recent years...
 
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I feel bad because I just hurt my dad by badmouthing him to one of my friends but I also feel like it needed to be said because when I try to talk to him directly sometimes I feel I have no voice.
 
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I feel his pain but I think maybe it will be better that he takes seriously how I feel also.

Meanwhile I am tired of drama.
 
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