- Nov 9, 2019
- United Kingdom
I don’t feel like doing anything all day. I can’t focus on one thing. I starve myself and am not drinking enough water because I don’t even feel like doing that either. I have a sore back. I feel so frustrated and want to die badly. I don’t want to tell anyone and never have told anyone. Everyday is pain and frustration. No human connections. Just anger and boredom. I’m gone and there’s no fixing me. It’s why I think so much of suicide. What the hell am I meant to do if I can’t even get out of bed?