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I am really depressed & don't want to live. My parents have disabled certain websites from my laptop based on keywor. So, i can't easily access help.

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Can anybody here help me. I am unable to read my last thread on my laptop
 
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My parents have VPN & can block certain keywords and so it's harder for me to access help.
 
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I think your parents might be trying to keep you safe and protect you. Have you spoken to a dr yet?
 
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I want to end it so badly. I am on the strongest anti-depressants, but i still feel quite down sometimes.
 
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I think your parents might be trying to keep you safe and protect you. Have you spoken to a dr yet?
I have been in and out of doctors offices since I was fourteen. Anti-depressants come with lots of side effects, but i have no choice. I just want the pain to end.
 
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May I ask how old are you now? And what pain you're in that makes you want to do this?
 
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i'm 20 years old, but have clinical depression, anxiety, OCD and possible BPD.
 
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That's quite the combination, I can only imagine the despair you're feeling.

Have you been through the various talking therapies yet? DBT, CBT etc. I believe some of the skills taught may be of use to you.

20 is a bit early to be throwing in the towel. Try and speak to some of our members who have been dealing with similar issues for 20 years or more, their perspective and experiences may be of interest to you.
 
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