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jessicajay
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I won't go into detail, but over the last 2 years have lost my professional career , my husband (left), and now more. I am now going through courts to resolve other issues. THe last few weeks have become a nightmare. Tiredness, headaches, irrationality, racing heart (cant have the phone ring, or the doorbell go, just cant calm down if that happens), nervous, muddled head, cant talk to anyone about my personal situation or my feelings just get out of control, either anger, or distress, or just want to curl up ( I did today on the pavement, a grown woman, how pathetic!) . Cant predict how i will react to anything. Getting through the day hard, . What is wrong with me. I dont really want to go to the doctors and get medical notes which prevent me from getting a career back. Cant go on like this. Just want to go to sleep and it all to be over with, but feel like adrenelin overload so cant anyway! Can anyone tell me what is going on! This forum is it feels my last hope to get some sense from anyone. Jessie