- Jan 14, 2015
Sorry to bug you with my fears but I just feel I will go crazy. I have health issues need to be solved and I am very scared of operations because i don't know how the narcosis do on my nerve system. I am scared to go to the doctor and I keep waiting and I feel I will go crazy. I know this is childish but I get panic attacks constantly. But my blood analysis shows nothing is wrong with me and I don't know if my fears are real. But still I am scared I will get cancer if I don't go to the doc now but I'm scared to go. And I can't smoke, I cant drink or use any thing might release tension, I just wait. (I need to wait because my doc is ill now). I'm afraid I will loose my mind, can't get my health out of my head. I mean I naturally am going insane, when I am in bed something delirious is in my head and I can't think. I don't know how do people live at all with all those diseases around.