Hurting

[Tawny]

I’m glad you’ve never self harmed. It becomes an addiction that gives me a high feeling. I also drink, but not too much.
what helps me is walking, especially to the beach. Listening to the waves is cool. I also like listening to music, watching drama programs and colouring in adult colouring books.
Thank you. I know I will feel better soon. Then I just have to wait for the next storm. Sometimes I wonder why life is so hard.

I wonder why it is so hard too. It is difficult to understand why i was singled out for this and other people were allowed to have an easier and more fulfilling life.