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[Gudbrande]

So I really dont know how to start I guess by just typing what I feel to be honest it feels like a invisible pressure surrounding me I had kinda accepted it for a while then i found a small ray of hope that ended up being a ball of deception so I'm at an all time low I cant sleep my brain wont stop I'm full of anger and sadness and no where to let it out I have no one to turn too I'm just out of options I don't wanna feel this way anymore I'm just tired and struggle just to do anything I drown myself in distractions but nothing works I want calmness not this whatever it is

 

[Wanttofeelpeace5]

Welcome . It's a great place with understanding people in here .

 

[Brownangel]

So I really dont know how to start I guess by just typing what I feel to be honest it feels like a invisible pressure surrounding me I had kinda accepted it for a while then i found a small ray of hope that ended up being a ball of deception so I'm at an all time low I cant sleep my brain wont stop I'm full of anger and sadness and no where to let it out I have no one to turn too I'm just out of options I don't wanna feel this way anymore I'm just tired and struggle just to do anything I drown myself in distractions but nothing works I want calmness not this whatever it is

Hi I am sorry you feel that way, I sometimes feel like I can't enjoy the things I love too. Talking about it might help? We are all here to listen and support you. I am here to chat if you would like.

 

[Gudbrande]

I really really appreciate that

 

[midnightphoenix]

Hi and welcome to the forum, we're happy to have you here

We're all here for you

 

[JessisMe]

Welcome to the forums!

I’m so sorry you are feeling this way.
Have you been in therapy or are you taking meds at all for it? And the one ball of hope, do you mind telling us what that is?

 

[Gudbrande]

Welcome to the forums!

I’m so sorry you are feeling this way.
Have you been in therapy or are you taking meds at all for it? And the one ball of hope, do you mind telling us what that is?

No I have not been to therapy or any meds. They stay of hope was a person that came out of nowhere but ended up just being a liar