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Hi. People in neighbourhood & public transport are constantly reading my mind. They also repeat what I think instantly so feel stuck though I do effort to work mostly.
 
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Not only this but also other people's children practice hate treating same to me.
 
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Remember that our brain/mind is weaker than you think about it, it plays tricks on a daily basis, yours seems to do it more nowadays, maybe you have some triggers in your environment that you can work on (anxiety or depression related)
 
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People in neighbourhood & public transport are constantly reading my mind. They also repeat what I think instantly so feel stuck
I have the same exact problem.

My head hurts when suppressing my negative thoughts around people or about people who are far away. I'm sick of hurting myself with these tension headaches just to please others!

It's disgusting. So I try and be myself and I get awkward reactions from people because of my mind stumbling on or going through the motions of awkward/negative thoughts. So with fear I go back to giving myself headaches trying to silence my mind.
It feels so unnatural and wrong when I do that.

My telepathy started with me trying to initiate a reaction to a women on live TV and I felt a response, which stunned me heavily, it was a true giant pull into a different perspective on reality, my old life felt like a lie. I wish I never tried it now. I'm so pissed off. Medication does nothing.

I just say it is real. Thought broadcasting is real. We're able to keep a tight focus on our actions and feedback from others.
Non broadcasters just focus on themselves and usually don't entertain the idea of telepathy or stray away from it.

I daredeviled into this world of telepathy and now I'm stuck. You know how disgusting it feels when my OCD gives me grave sexual thoughts around family and friends, knowing they can feel and see it. Hearing their ultra low whispers of 'how odd' I am. Then going away feeling like I was never able to be my true self and have fun like the old days.

It feels disgusting.
 
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I've even set this as my PC desktop wallpaper:

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This reminds me. It stops me from fighting myself. It sends out a telepathic message to all and everyone, everything that I know about them and they know about me at the telepathic level. It also wards of the psychological nonsense.
It keeps me strong and normal.
It frees up my brain, lets the blood flow normally to all parts of my brain.
 
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Of course my opinion on what the best thing to do changes all the time. Along with my desktop wallpaper hehe.
 
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Btw, do you know that live TV is not really live? In this digital era with post processing and redistribution with broadcast providers it takes even minutes delay...
 
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Btw, do you know that live TV is not really live? In this digital era with post processing and redistribution with broadcast providers it takes even minutes delay...
That is true. Good point.

Though because I get this thought broadcasting problem with old recorded TV, knowing there is a minute delay with LIVE TV will help somewhat but not totally
It's not me being stubborn. It feels like my mind is in sync with the past somehow.

I need to get over the fear that my mind is hurting others. I feel bad when I do it, then I think: because I feel bad then it is true that I made someone feel bad with my mind. But I bet the reality is that thinking negative thoughts will make you feel negative by itself and not because you successfully made someone feel bad with your mind.

I have to better process what is going on in these times of thought broadcasting fears.
 
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You hit an important point here! It’s about how you feel and context. This is an important difference: how you feel and what could be real (in terms of proof or absence of proof that shouldn’t be used as confirmation for some beliefs). In a stressful period you can get too much adrenaline, dopamine, cortisol that suppress the frontal cortex and emotional part of the brain takes over, so you get feelings that run through your mind like thoughts and they feel like a reality.
 
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And btw, I was discussing with my son’s therapist and she told me that looking for signs is a common behavior in people with psychosis (chronic or not) and it’s driven by this need to “blame” it on external factors, rather than face that it could be caused by something within (brain, mental health conditions, etc)
 
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I think if telepathy was possible we would see it on TV etc. I do believe our facial expressions can say a lot though...
 
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how you feel and what could be real
Yeah, that's part of socialising I guess, openly confirming with others if they feel the same way about things even if their body language seems suggestive of an answer.

In a stressful period you can get too much adrenaline, dopamine, cortisol that suppress the frontal cortex and emotional part of the brain takes over, so you get feelings that run through your mind like thoughts and they feel like a reality.
I know this too well, the blood pressure rises and all this pressure adds to the realism of the situation.


I think if telepathy was possible we would see it on TV etc. I do believe our facial expressions can say a lot though...
Facial expression was another theory of mine regarding how extremely subtle things can be in giving away what will come next in regards to context of a speech or topic.
 
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hello jonny,

it is me Randy, i and other thought broadcasting friend are gathering, and please join us on google hangout +6281299880070, we need breakthrough to make better living for a kind like us. rather than more having chat in here, it was useful, but we need to take action. as you know this high delusion is still happening, some said it is a telephaty but i think it is more like brain to brains. and yes thinking negative will make you corner in sorrow, but thinking happy thought will also trigger stupid action from the ego of human. even though we do good deeds,there will be always people who took our thought and make it worst case than we ever can imagine, so brothers and sisters, please let me help you, by make us in one group and making transparent guys like us syncronize, we can figure out more way to do in the future.
How do I join your group? I put your number in the group but it just asks me to register my phone? Do I have to do this?

Discord might be a good idea. I know how to work that.
 
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Instead of nurturing a lie, you could work out on getting more insight about this mental health problem you have, unfortunately it's a serious one. To be honest if I wouldn't have my son passing through a psychotic episode and would meet you or someone discussing about "thought broadcast" I would certainly make fun of you.
Delusions either persecutory or not have similar forms in various people, so just the fact that you have the same type of delusions as someone else, it doesn't make it more real. Get a grip on reality by relying on somebody that you may trust or simply make a choice to challenge everything that happens to you out of the ordinary or as you felt the world until things changed for you. From what I read (Adler, Dreikurs, Masserman, Ryle) you are in a situation where you have a fantasy about your ego and you "refuse" to use common-sense because it would contradict your beliefs and you don't want to "give up" on them. Of course this is done at an unconscious level and it's not something you can just turn around. But to me is fascinating that the human mind can go so deep in such a state, I mean instead of getting mesmerized about though broadcasting, how about getting fascinated about how your mind can trick you.
 
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Instead of nurturing a lie, you could work out on getting more insight about this mental health problem you have, unfortunately it's a serious one. To be honest if I wouldn't have my son passing through a psychotic episode and would meet you or someone discussing about "thought broadcast" I would certainly make fun of you.
Delusions either persecutory or not have similar forms in various people, so just the fact that you have the same type of delusions as someone else, it doesn't make it more real. Get a grip on reality by relying on somebody that you may trust or simply make a choice to challenge everything that happens to you out of the ordinary or as you felt the world until things changed for you. From what I read (Adler, Dreikurs, Masserman, Ryle) you are in a situation where you have a fantasy about your ego and you "refuse" to use common-sense because it would contradict your beliefs and you don't want to "give up" on them. Of course this is done at an unconscious level and it's not something you can just turn around. But to me is fascinating that the human mind can go so deep in such a state, I mean instead of getting mesmerized about though broadcasting, how about getting fascinated about how your mind can trick you.
Yeah I believe being honest is critical for release from this mental torture.

I catch myself not ignoring truth but being shy about it contradicting me, since it has no underpinned my life for 4 years.

The truth has to treacle in for it to be bearable. A constant stream is nice and welcomed.

I get this with talking to others with my problem, especially over instant messaging platforms. Where I can get reality checks in chunks I can handle and process.
 

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