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lyesander
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I've been inpatient for anorexia twice throughout my life, once six years ago for about five months, and again this past summer for three. After this last round of intensive treatment the urges never dissipated, and I'm mentally at the same spot as I was going in.
Lately, I've been eating very regularly for my fiancee's sake, as I don't want her to worry. But I'll be moving to my own place at the end of the week, and I'm nervous about holding myself accountable as far as food and my mental health is concerned. I can feel myself gearing up for the possibility of being able to restrict again, and I hate that I'm almost excited for it.
Any tips or advice would be appreciated.
Lately, I've been eating very regularly for my fiancee's sake, as I don't want her to worry. But I'll be moving to my own place at the end of the week, and I'm nervous about holding myself accountable as far as food and my mental health is concerned. I can feel myself gearing up for the possibility of being able to restrict again, and I hate that I'm almost excited for it.
Any tips or advice would be appreciated.