- Oct 30, 2010
I have just come out of a relationship with a covert narcissist. One of the perks of him wanting to be in charge was that he took care of very many things for me and I became wholly dependent on him. Now I must pick up the pieces and boy, has he left my life shattered. I took an extra klonopin here and there as this has been going down and now am in withdrawal for 3 days, so that I am having panic attacks. I am also stone broke. And he had my electricity, wifi & phone turned off. I still have water. I have bought 4 LED lanterns and a pack of sternos. I applied for food stamps. I won't get much but any is a help. I am eligible for a free phone but apparently David got me one in 2013 that I did not use so now I first must go buy a phone. and yes, I am stone broke. so will have to wait for the 3d to get paid. but Joe owes me. if it is enough I can go get one at walmart. I can't do anything with the electric until he signs off the lease which he is refusing to do. then I will have to come up with $1000 for his past due bill and the security deposit which means I will be living without electricity for 3 months. the only thing I have accomplished is to get a package with a new blanket delivered today. This is hard. But only one person can do it and that is me. so I will and I will do it like a champ.