If i'm honest, although I now take all of my medication with care after a downfall a month ago, my mind still races constantly,.. crazy, crazy, like a fast spinning washing machine. Pacing is something I often do, I cannot sit still, even whilst writing this, I stop and am distracted by other things around me. Then my mind's elsewhere, I then think "what am I doing sitting infront of the pc ?.. oh yeh, I was replying to a post here. D'oh !"
I too shake quite a lot, I believe this is excess adrenaline, combined with anxiety. I can totally relate to you Mr C. It's very difficult to control it and unfortunately I still do not know the answer as to how to control it fully, without taking Diazepam, Lorazepam etc...
Unfortunately, with our illness Bipolar,.. it's no wonder we used to turn to drink and drugs. I no longer do this now, I've just tried alternatives like exercise (works wonders), I promise you. Infact I did say Diazepam etc will be the only thing, I'm contradicting myself, because exercise works and even better !!. Hard to get started, without a doubt, but once you start getting used to it, it's a great way to relax.
I hope you find something that works for you soon. At this very moment, I'm unable to exercise because I have my son's friends round for his birthday and I feel just like you do right now. I'm finding it very difficult too.
Pm me, if you like.
All the best xx
P.S. Am sorry if this doesn't make much sense, but as said my mind's also going racing and 'way' too fast !!