- Mar 6, 2021
- Denton, Tx
I wonder will I feel anything today or will it be another grey day. Flashes of causing myself pain. Each day they get a little stronger. I can't stay motivated long enough to get help. All of my friends have given up on me and I don't blame them. I exist to provide for my kids but I'm slowly crumbling apart and someday nothing will be left. I'm listening to sad songs just to feel something and no tears come. There is a ball in my stomach that I want stab and tear open. I open my mouth but no words come out.