- Apr 24, 2017
My grandpa passed away just 2 days ago, and it's very hard to go on through the day. I was never really close with my grandpa and I felt distant from him throughout my whole life. I felt like I resented him for so long because he was difficult to talk to and connect with. I feel full of regret now, because I feel like I wasn't the granddaughter he deserved... I just feel alone and I don't know how to cope with this loss. I don't really feel like turning to anyone, because when I do I just don't feel truly comforted. I just feel empty and I don't want to do anything. I don't know what to do. I don't like how I have to pretend like I'm okay on the outside... I hate how I have to sit in class and act like everything is okay. Even though I wasn't close to my grandpa, I loved him very much. I feel like I neglected him and it's hard to accept I'll never see or hear from him again.