- May 12, 2019
- Phoenix, AZ
For the past couple months I have been trying to cope with severe loneliness. I live by myself and barely speak to anyone at work. It is too much. I have especially been struggling at work I do the cleaning at a spa. I can't connect with anyone because I talk to everyone in passing and don't have any opportunities for conversation. Its especially painful because my supervisor has been somewhat supportive with what I deal with and even lent me money for rent one time when I didn't even ask him. Sometimes he is really friendly, but I brush him off all the time because I don't consider him a friend and don't want to be friends with my supervisor. Everyone's is really close, but I'm not close to anyone and I feel like nobody wants me there. I just would do anything for a close friend right now. The only time I see people is at work and I barely talk to anyone.