My voices were much quieter when I went to Cardiff for a couple of days. But now they are creeping right back. The same two main ones, and intrusive thoughts.
Between studying and the voices I feel like evil forces are trying to break my brain. Want some silence can’t take this loudness anymore there is no damn peace ever.
Don’t feel able to enjoy my life. There no more space in my damn brain for contemplation it’s an endless barrage of shot constantly. My brain is tired the life is suck out of my bones.
Makes we wanna say screw it this is a waste of time can’t concentrate might as well give up and watch tv because nothing matters but my loved ones and that it it. Everything is sucks
Hate my days should not be going to school this semester have a bully of a teacher that screams at me for asking questions and has messed up our schedule entirely. It’s a waste of time I’m almost half way through. But it’s a waste to do anything. It all turns out shit anyway. Kinda hope I do not have to live too much longer.