
Castiel
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- Joined
- Mar 30, 2010
- Messages
- 7
Hey,
Just wanted to introduce myself to you all
Not sure how or what to write, its been a while since i have done this sort of thing!!
I have suffered from depression/anxiety in the past, and the past has come back to bite me in the butt, but worse than ever now! And it always rears its ugly head at the worst possible time!
The last few years have been a real struggle. I have 2 gorgeous kids who need their mum, but unfortunately i haven't been there to support them. I have had 2 operations and 3 trips to A&E in the last year and i have 3 operations scheduled for this year. Luckily they are not complex surgeries, however the general anaesthetics always mess with your system.
I have seen various mental health practitioners, however none of them are ever able to help. They always want to send me to someone else, whatever happened to just talking to someone? That doesn't seem to happen anymore. I actually paid to go and see a hypnotherapist, and that helped for a while, but i am kind of back where i started.
I think all my physical and mental illness is taking its toll on my husband as he threatened to leave me only a few months ago. He had arranged new accomodation etc, but at the last minute decided to stay. Obviously this is still a problem, but i know its difficult to sort marriage problems when i am so ill all the time.
Anyway, I have rambled for too long!
Just hope i can help and offer some support to some of you out there
Thanks,
Castiel x
Just wanted to introduce myself to you all

Not sure how or what to write, its been a while since i have done this sort of thing!!
I have suffered from depression/anxiety in the past, and the past has come back to bite me in the butt, but worse than ever now! And it always rears its ugly head at the worst possible time!

The last few years have been a real struggle. I have 2 gorgeous kids who need their mum, but unfortunately i haven't been there to support them. I have had 2 operations and 3 trips to A&E in the last year and i have 3 operations scheduled for this year. Luckily they are not complex surgeries, however the general anaesthetics always mess with your system.
I have seen various mental health practitioners, however none of them are ever able to help. They always want to send me to someone else, whatever happened to just talking to someone? That doesn't seem to happen anymore. I actually paid to go and see a hypnotherapist, and that helped for a while, but i am kind of back where i started.
I think all my physical and mental illness is taking its toll on my husband as he threatened to leave me only a few months ago. He had arranged new accomodation etc, but at the last minute decided to stay. Obviously this is still a problem, but i know its difficult to sort marriage problems when i am so ill all the time.
Anyway, I have rambled for too long!
Just hope i can help and offer some support to some of you out there

Thanks,
Castiel x