
daffy
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Ive had my problem for so long now that im becomming to acknowledge the signs or at least my family are.
I must admit for me i like the high part cos i can get out and get things done that i normally cannot manage. The only trouble is that i become very secretive trying to hide it from my family.
My main problem tho is i spend money like water. Last year when it happened i had had my cards taken from me but i went ahead and remortgaged my house instead to get me money. Fortunatly my CPN sorted my problems out for me.
I also become very authoratitive and organise things. One time i went knocking on all the doors in the neighborhood telling them how bad the local council was and what they were up to and told them to phone and complain.
Needless to say that resulted in having to attend the day hospital.
When i go low tho all i want to do is stay in bed and it just feels like a black shutter has come down.
I am concerned at the moment tho, cos im not sure if im heading upwards again. Ive spent an awful lot on presents and my grandaughter just has to say she likes something and i get it for her. And yesterday i went and bought a camcorder.
At least if im heading upwards i will be able to laugh at christmas
I must admit for me i like the high part cos i can get out and get things done that i normally cannot manage. The only trouble is that i become very secretive trying to hide it from my family.
My main problem tho is i spend money like water. Last year when it happened i had had my cards taken from me but i went ahead and remortgaged my house instead to get me money. Fortunatly my CPN sorted my problems out for me.
I also become very authoratitive and organise things. One time i went knocking on all the doors in the neighborhood telling them how bad the local council was and what they were up to and told them to phone and complain.
Needless to say that resulted in having to attend the day hospital.
When i go low tho all i want to do is stay in bed and it just feels like a black shutter has come down.
I am concerned at the moment tho, cos im not sure if im heading upwards again. Ive spent an awful lot on presents and my grandaughter just has to say she likes something and i get it for her. And yesterday i went and bought a camcorder.
At least if im heading upwards i will be able to laugh at christmas
